Guys on friends w/benefits. questions we all want answered. 10points GUYS!!?

if i wanted to date em i'd have done it by now, short answer no. i don't know how it makes me feel when she wants a relationship but early on it's like we just discussed how i had to make up some lame excuse about how i'm ot ready for a relationship and she begrudgingly says ok and negotiates an fwb, so it's wrong when you know you won't date her but she' agrees although surely harbors hope one day you'll be so desperate. in one way either guilty or like you've just made a mistake when you ask for a relationship. although i'm sure he did just make a mistake, just being involved in the whole seedy free thing. hope for marraige, idk after 2 years i guess maybe something developed.