How to get MONEY when no1 wants to help you?

im thinking about getting a change but i cant get the money i mean ive been trying to get a modeling job as a drag queen you could probably guess its hard but if i get a change it will all work but my bf said he would leave me bcs i would not be a male anymore and he is STRICTLY gay and not bi like myself i really want to do it tho so im gonna but i dont have the money to do it how do i get the money i need ur support HELP!!!!